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Sunday, March 2, 2008

Low

Feels like im
having an
all time low season.
(song?!?)

Feeling somewhere
between in mourning,
for god knows why reason,
and being outright depressed.

Im in a rut.

Stranded in nowhere
Left behind by time itself.

Creativity and optimism
has leaked out of me,
i am draining into the
whirlpool of damned
collective melancholy.

i feel i could do more,
i can be more,
but my energy levels
barely hussle a tick.

much is expected...
i ought to be here,
i should have been there,
but it doesnt work that way.
i am dictated by too many
influences tht i dont
really have priorities nor
goals because someone
else does my life-driving for me.

is it because
i cant say no
to everybody?
is it because
i dont really say
what i truthfully think?

i have too much
too many thoughts in my mind
to care for each little piece
of shitty issue that comes along.

i am nuts!

i just want things
to work out...

i am human
i fail
i tire
i get shit all the time.

i just want
some quiet time
like the evil kids
they ask to stand in the
corner and face the wall.

________________

im having one of those SAD episodes...
seasonal
affective
disorder
or whatever they call it nowadays
its temporary, that much i know.

i think its time for me to travel
change of scenery kahit one day lang
must get the boypren off the computer
para maarawan na kami.

10 comments:

  1. hi-low, musta? cheer up!

    oo tama. break some of your routines. hmm, travel? ciempre ok yun. o basta maiba lang ang view.

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  2. be happy. tara sa jollibee.. sagot mo.. hehehehe.. :D

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  3. kakaiba ang pakiramdam.
    tama, pag ganyan din ang mood ko, gusto kong umalis at magliwaliw.

    maground trip ka.
    like manila to baguio, tapos balik ka ulit.

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  4. hello, try subic.maganda ang tanawin dun, nature lover kc ako kaya papunta pa lang sigurado enjoy kana though malapit lang tayo ng tagaytay pero kung gusto mo naman ng ibang tanawin dito kana(mommy na kc ako kaya i sound like convincing you hehehe)

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  5. Mag Jollibee ka muna. O bili ka ng ice cream. Ganyan din kasin aka minsan.

    Cheer up!!!

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  6. i am feeling the same way too...and i am really blaming it ot the weather...swear!

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  7. tara bakasyon... ako sawa na sa bahay.. hihi

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  8. waah! 9 comments!

    holy kamote:
    must break my routine...tama! hindi nako magbablog hahaha joke!

    meryl:
    slamat!

    ferb:
    jolibuyog...buwan na ang tagal ng huling kumain ako dun huhuhu pathetic.

    superym:
    gusto ko nga magliwaliw na kasama ang aking halimaw na boypren dahil sa tagal namin di pa kami nakakapag out of town ng biglaan.

    russel:
    pagiipunan ko yang subic na yan!

    gervacio:
    maket puro jolibuyog? sabagay mas gusto ko talaga sa jolibuyog.

    wandering c:
    nakakahawa ka! ikaw ata ang salot hahahah.

    mel:
    sana lang alcoholic ako! alas! walang talab sakin yan kasi paggising ko andun pa din yung lungkot nadagdagan pa ng butas na bulsa. pulutan mas masaya pa wahahaha.

    dakila:
    makakaalis din tayo! nabuburyong nako...

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