I Am Feeling

I feel

scared

and excited.

With lots of other emotions

thrown in.

Will I be able to cope?

Will I be able to perform my job well?

Will they bully me?

Will I be able to connect with my

workmates and flatmates

and more importantly

my superiors?

Will I be able to handle the culture

shock and homesickness?

Will I be able to manage my finances well?

Will hubby be faithful still?

He is crying most of the time

these days; we have never been really apart

save for the time I spent my vacation days

with my mom.

I need to be strong

for myself,

my mom,

hubby

and

my darling cat.