I Am Feeling

I feel

scared

and excited.

With lots of other emotions

thrown in.

Will I be able to cope?

Will I be able to perform my job well?

Will they bully me?

Will I be able to connect with my

workmates and flatmates

and more importantly

my superiors?

Will I be able to handle the culture

shock and homesickness?

Will I be able to manage my finances well?

Will hubby be faithful still?

He is crying most of the time

these days; we have never been really apart

save for the time I spent my vacation days

with my mom.

I need to be strong

for myself,

my mom,

hubby

and

my darling cat.

Bah Humbug

Another Christmas has come and gone.
I hate this season
I can not find any reason to be jovial and cheery.
My Mama is on the other side of the planet,
godchildren and relatives pester you for money,
you have to be accommodating to everybody.
I am just not into kids nor socialization.
More and more I discover that I am a true introvert.
I am able to intermingle but only to a certain extent,
I just want to be in my alone all the time.

Books Ahoy

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Mama told me to get rid of my clutter

and donate or sell my books.

I do not think I can part with my books,

I tend to re-read them once in awhile.