March 22, 2006
Sawang-sawa nako magduty
Buti sana kung lagi akong naka-expose
at nakikipag-interact sa pasyente
Minsan nakababad lang kami sa kuwarto
Okey lang sana kung preparasyon ito
tungo sa pagiging propesyonal namin
kaya lang half the time parang
wala din naman ako naabsorb
Minsan mas gusto ko na lang
magbasa ng libro kesa sa makinig
madalas kasi mas madaling intindihin
ang libro, but of course, ako ang nagsasalita
kaya opinion ko ito.
I thank the heavens for giving
me this mind...
buti na lang nacocompensate ng utak ko
ang ibang kakulangan ko
like memory...mahina ako dito
in fact, i dont see the point of memorization
the only useful things i memorized are :
(so that i could spell my name
pag nawala ako)
my parents name
(para alam nila kung sino
and my address
(para ihatid nalang ako pabalik pag
tuluyan nakong nawala))
the rest i could care less
wala itong pertinence sakin
Im always banking on analysis
because in the real world
life is not scripted,
people dont go by the rules
you have to adapt.
I just dont see the point
You know what i really hate?
people who pretend they know it all
because they have memorized everything.
Ask them to apply what theyve learned
they cant put two and two together.
Maybe ive been "dumbed" down
Really the company that you keep
will influence your way of thinking.
I miss debating with my blockmates
i miss debunking our professors lectures
i miss thinking...probably because ive stagnated.
Out here, lectures are accepted as absolute truths
i beg to differ, even a lunatic could discern when
he is being played upon, and we are being played upon
All i want is equality for all,
TO EACH HIS OWN, ACCORDING TO HIS/HER OWN CAPACITY
(twas either marx or engels who said that)